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Birth growing up studying working marriage and having children retirement. Follow the normal track step by step. But just after my 19th birthday my life was completely change by something which dealt a huge blow to me as an adult. After going through thousands of hardships now I want to stand up bravely and share my story with everyone. I also hope to use my story to inspire those who are in the same confusion as me. I consider myself a simple boy who has never been in love. My family has been very strict since I was a child and I have always been busy with my studies. Although I long for love I have never dare to touch it.

I am as timid as a ball and I am a very promising child. When I went to college the first France WhatsApp Number Data  time and my inner curiosity and restlessness were gradually amplifie. On february 15 2021 the first day after valentines day I may have been itchy by those couples showing off their dog food so I turne on xiao lan and had a date. Yes I am gay. I swear this was my first time having sex and it was tragic that it only took one time to push me into the abyss. From all the signs that followe I deeply suspecte that I had been maliciously infecte and contracte the terrible aids.

About two weeks later I starte to have high fever throat inflammation oral ulcers rashes diarrhea general weakness and other symptoms. I was given a lot of intravenous drips but it didnt feel better. My parents thought I had ordinary tonsillitis but a very serious condition occurre. Being cautious I began to mutter in my heart. I picke up my phone and searche for the word aids on baidu. When I saw the acute symptoms written on it they were exactly the same as mine now. It stung my heart like a neele. I really im getting more and more scare. Since we were young we all lacke understanding of aids and I dont know why I who was so unaware of safety at the time thought of these three words in my mind.